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I don't know what to say other then:
I am at a crossroads in life. It isn't your typical crossroads.
It been a week since I met someone insanely awesome and literally left it at that. No contact and i think of him. Pray he is doing well and keeping his awesomeness.
Crazy how you can meet someone for 10 minutes and they leave the biggest impression on you, for life.
wow.
Friday, July 22, 2011
My song at the moment...well her whole CD but yeah
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You hold your head up to the sky
You say,
"What kind of blue are you, are you"
Then you ride your pony round and round
It's digging a hole right through
Right through
You stumble down a yellow brick road
Spinning your shoes in the air, the air
Then you hold your breath and count to nine
Hoping that soon somebody will find you
Find you
Go on, go on, go on
The stars are watching
Just say, just say, just say
What you're feeling
You know, you know, you know
You gotta take a bow and do it your way
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
You're fifteen miles over the speed
You're going fast as you can
Off to your daydream, o-oh
On your mark, get set
Hurry away or have a serious talk with your champagne
O-oh ay
Go on, go on, go on
The stars are watching
Just say, just say, just say
What you're feeling
You know, you know, you know
You gotta take a bow and do it your way
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's time for you to prove
Within your ruby shoes
You deserve a smile with no regret
Look at you
Kicking off your shoes
Dancing for the world to see
You got the power to believe
Now open up and see
And go be free and fly away
Go on, go on, go on
The stars are watching
Just say, just say, just say
What you're feeling
You know, you know, you know
You gotta take a bow and do it your way
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
La da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
You hold your head up to the sky
You say,
"What kind of blue are you, are you"
Then you ride your pony round and round
It's digging a hole right through
Right through
You stumble down a yellow brick road
Spinning your shoes in the air, the air
Then you hold your breath and count to nine
Hoping that soon somebody will find you
Find you
Go on, go on, go on
The stars are watching
Just say, just say, just say
What you're feeling
You know, you know, you know
You gotta take a bow and do it your way
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
You're fifteen miles over the speed
You're going fast as you can
Off to your daydream, o-oh
On your mark, get set
Hurry away or have a serious talk with your champagne
O-oh ay
Go on, go on, go on
The stars are watching
Just say, just say, just say
What you're feeling
You know, you know, you know
You gotta take a bow and do it your way
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's time for you to prove
Within your ruby shoes
You deserve a smile with no regret
Look at you
Kicking off your shoes
Dancing for the world to see
You got the power to believe
Now open up and see
And go be free and fly away
Go on, go on, go on
The stars are watching
Just say, just say, just say
What you're feeling
You know, you know, you know
You gotta take a bow and do it your way
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
It's okay
La da da
La da da
It's okay
La da da
Da da da
Da da da
Monday, July 18, 2011
once in a lifetime night
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I met an awesome guy. He started out as a stranger in the river. But by 5:30AM then next morning I had a hope and new sense of hope for my romantic life.
There is a reason for everything and the reason behind that entire night of talking to someone and meeting him was one huge hold of hope I can now hold onto.
All I can say is he was a pretty awesome dude, with a huge HUGE heart, respectful self morals, incredible aspirations, intelligence, and determination to make a mark in the world. Not to mention great looking above all lol.
What a great night of talking. Meeting a guy and returning home with hope for a satisfying love is a pretty awesome feeling that just leaves you with such an incredible feeling.
I met an awesome guy. He started out as a stranger in the river. But by 5:30AM then next morning I had a hope and new sense of hope for my romantic life.
There is a reason for everything and the reason behind that entire night of talking to someone and meeting him was one huge hold of hope I can now hold onto.
All I can say is he was a pretty awesome dude, with a huge HUGE heart, respectful self morals, incredible aspirations, intelligence, and determination to make a mark in the world. Not to mention great looking above all lol.
What a great night of talking. Meeting a guy and returning home with hope for a satisfying love is a pretty awesome feeling that just leaves you with such an incredible feeling.
A wonderful week in Heaven
Tweet I have to mention here I have spent the last week at Camp For All, PHEver 2011.
A few of my campers have graduated and it was hard to see them graduate. I love them so much.
After an amazing week of fun, laughter, and memories me and afew counselors headed for a little R&R at the Guad & Comal river.
and now my apartment is an absolute disaster and i have so much to do on top of work.
a feel a beer will be in order every night this week. Since I am headed back to camp on Saturday for another camp. :)
http://www.aogh.org/
A few of my campers have graduated and it was hard to see them graduate. I love them so much.
After an amazing week of fun, laughter, and memories me and afew counselors headed for a little R&R at the Guad & Comal river.
and now my apartment is an absolute disaster and i have so much to do on top of work.
a feel a beer will be in order every night this week. Since I am headed back to camp on Saturday for another camp. :)
http://www.aogh.org/
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Freckles
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This song is sticking to me right now. I feel as I get older and i know I am making better and wiser decisions for myself, It is like Freckles.
"Freckles" by Natasha Beddingfield
I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK
[Chorus:]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are
Who you are
Who you are
Who you are
I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I still feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself
[Chorus]
Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo
[Chorus]
Reflecting who you are
not to mention I have many freckles on my face. Which a kid at work told me the sun loves to give me kisses. X-D it was cute.
This song is sticking to me right now. I feel as I get older and i know I am making better and wiser decisions for myself, It is like Freckles.
"Freckles" by Natasha Beddingfield
I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK
[Chorus:]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are
Who you are
Who you are
Who you are
I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I still feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself
[Chorus]
Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo
[Chorus]
Reflecting who you are
not to mention I have many freckles on my face. Which a kid at work told me the sun loves to give me kisses. X-D it was cute.
Monday, July 4, 2011
Too Blessed to be depressed
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Cabin Fever...
I have noticed a lot of people suffer, including myself suffer from cabin fever in the winter. Precisely around Feb. when we have a week of being inside trapped by snow.
Now it is July and I am noticing the depression wave over people. However as people and patrons of this town and my world have chosen to hate and dwell on little things, I choose the high road. Hate will get you and I have been held back by something that I love and appreciate more than I will ever know.
I can not sit here and let life pass me by while I dwell on somethings that are so small compared to the world he has provided us.
I choose not to be here, dwelling. I have set goals for myself and where I am in life I have no REASON or excuse to not be depressed. God has provided me with numerous opportunities to share his love with everyone and anyone I can.
I am happy to say I will be at Camp For All twice this summer. Widening my love for ARC of GH and Camp Champions. This year will mark my two year anniversary of my tattoo on my wrist and I can not say it has ever let me down. As a reminder to myself that I am very VERY lucky in life to be just with PKU as people see it as a burden in my life I see it as an abler. I know a handful, well more, of Adults and teens and children now who all see having PKU differently but I have to embrace and know God made me beautiful in his eyes, for he has a path in which I will take.
With this I leave you with Addison Road lyrics: Always Love (as made famous by: Nada Surf)
To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love? Hate will get you every time
Always love? Don?t wait til the finish line
Slow demands come 'round
Squeeze the air and keep the rest out
It helps to write it down
Even when you then cross it out
But Always Love? Hate will get you every time
Always Love?Even when you wanna fight
Self-directed lives
I want to know what it?d be like to
Aim so high above
Any card that you've been dealt, you...
Always Love? Hate will get you every time
Always Love? Hate will get you?
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs.
You said?
Hey, you good ones.
Hey, you good ones.
To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me...
Always love?hate will get you every time
Always love?hate will get you?
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs
You said..
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
Cabin Fever...
I have noticed a lot of people suffer, including myself suffer from cabin fever in the winter. Precisely around Feb. when we have a week of being inside trapped by snow.
Now it is July and I am noticing the depression wave over people. However as people and patrons of this town and my world have chosen to hate and dwell on little things, I choose the high road. Hate will get you and I have been held back by something that I love and appreciate more than I will ever know.
I can not sit here and let life pass me by while I dwell on somethings that are so small compared to the world he has provided us.
I choose not to be here, dwelling. I have set goals for myself and where I am in life I have no REASON or excuse to not be depressed. God has provided me with numerous opportunities to share his love with everyone and anyone I can.
I am happy to say I will be at Camp For All twice this summer. Widening my love for ARC of GH and Camp Champions. This year will mark my two year anniversary of my tattoo on my wrist and I can not say it has ever let me down. As a reminder to myself that I am very VERY lucky in life to be just with PKU as people see it as a burden in my life I see it as an abler. I know a handful, well more, of Adults and teens and children now who all see having PKU differently but I have to embrace and know God made me beautiful in his eyes, for he has a path in which I will take.
With this I leave you with Addison Road lyrics: Always Love (as made famous by: Nada Surf)
To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love? Hate will get you every time
Always love? Don?t wait til the finish line
Slow demands come 'round
Squeeze the air and keep the rest out
It helps to write it down
Even when you then cross it out
But Always Love? Hate will get you every time
Always Love?Even when you wanna fight
Self-directed lives
I want to know what it?d be like to
Aim so high above
Any card that you've been dealt, you...
Always Love? Hate will get you every time
Always Love? Hate will get you?
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs.
You said?
Hey, you good ones.
Hey, you good ones.
To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me...
Always love?hate will get you every time
Always love?hate will get you?
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs
You said..
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
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